IMG_0258Happy Thursday, folks 🙂 I am welcoming myself back to my blog; I know it’s been a while. For many reasons.

Nonetheless, I am here.

I thought about suicide while I was gone. I contemplated it. I drove up north to Mackinaw City, Michigan and rented a hotel room to kill myself. I wanted to be away from family and friends. I stayed up there a while, but couldn’t go through with it. I couldn’t find the right way, time or place. Overall, I copped out.

And for a while,I was bitter about it. I was bitter that I couldn’t do it. I regretted that I chose my own life.

I am still working on feeling better. Nonetheless, however, I am here.

I am here.

I made a choice, whether I liked it or not, and to be honest, I am glad that I am here to share it with you.

So, I know it has been a while since you have heard from me, but that is about to change- expeditiously.

Thank you for following. Thank you for your support. And, stay tuned.

And if you’re like me, keep on fighting…

until next time.

 

 

 

 

About R.K.B.

For those who love poetry, writing, and daydreaming. Enjoy.

9 comments on “Venting…Welcoming Myself Back

  1. Glad you’re still here & for always being so open, honest, and vulnerable.

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  2. I’m glad you made the choice you did. xo

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  3. I’m happy that you’re here.
    Planning suicide sucks. Next time, plan to do it in a week’s time. Hopefully in a week you will find a reason to live.
    I have Borderline Personality Disorder and that sucks too.
    Love and Hugs ❤❤❤

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  4. So happy you’re here ❤️❤️❤️

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  5. Stay strong girl. And i’m glad you’re back!

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